I am finding that more and more, I need more than just touch. I need words. It’s not just during, though during it, those words can be simple. But its the before, I want a build up of words to slowly bubble and boil into my brain until it over flows through my body. I find this need not only making itself known when it comes to sex, but even when I watch porn or read erotica. The former rather than the latter taking a lot of time to find something that can pique my interest that my hands have grown rather strong from holding a book in one and a vibrator in the other.
Banter is just sexy, playing with the words and twisting them around one another. Ducking and dodging, weaving and twisting each others tongues without ever touching. So close yet so far, whispers in the ear when everyone is around. Seeing who will break first, crack their poker face for a moment. Something that just makes you wish you could drag them home that moment or find a place where you know you wont be bothered. Trying to slowly out do one another until one surrenders. I want to be made to surrender with words alone, but I often wonder if anyone is up for the challenge. I know my mind is a very tough nut to crack, but I can promise that once its opened that the things that you will find will be worth the challenge.